Thursday, August 26, 2010
Shut Up and Write Some Lyrics
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Milestone: Getting Ready to Sing
Monday, July 26, 2010
Musical Dualism
Some of my best friends are critics. I used to be one too until the cognitive dissonance of simultaneously being a creative artist while criticizing the output of other creative artists made my head explode. I was always an artist first, and my time as a music writer was pretty short. I much prefer making music to writing about it. Writing about music forced me to classify, categorize and label. When you write about music, you sort of have to do that. Criticism has its place. I just can't do it.
I have no cultural ax to grind as far as music is concerned. There are people in this world who are all too willing to get themselves in an uproar about what kind of music people listen to. I'm not one of them, probably because throughout my life I have encountered a steady stream of people who told me that what I enjoyed wasn't up to scratch. I don't like the way that makes me feel, so I try not to do that to other people.
When people show displeasure for music that runs afoul of their own tastes, their faces get all squinched up, conveying the same displeasure usually reserved for when someone has just farted. Someone other than themselves, of course. That's why the sour face is immediately followed by a wry grin brimming with smug confidence. A hollow victory.
It's not that I'm not discriminating. I am. It's not that I don't have opinions about music. I do. I simply don't want my musical life to share the same dualistic traits so common to politics, religion, class, education and professional sports. I believe that music should be inclusive. Indeed, I believe that music is that way by its very nature.
As a songwriter and composer, I can't sort my influences into "cool" and "not cool" piles. Those who cling to such ideas of musical dualism would be shocked to find out just how uncool my uncool pile would be if I had one. Growing up, I was exposed to a wide variety of music that I came to truly love--music that is comprised of many opposing camps--and I impose no hierarchy upon those many and diverse influences. All the music I love, regardless of pedigree, gives me the same incredible feeling when I hear it. That visceral sensation doesn't ask where the music came from.
Snobbery is pervasive in all walks of life, and I love music too much to be snobby about it. I don't ever want to use music as an instrument (sorry) to beat someone with. We all have different life experiences, and using musical taste to make others feel bad is demeaning to all involved. It is pointless. It is petty. It accomplishes nothing. It's just music, OK? Relax. I don't get into a froth about what the other guy is into. If I don't like it, chances are it wasn't created with me in mind.
The generational myth about the declining quality of music is the most pervasive one, and it has been passed down since the beginning of time. I often ask myself if the quality of popular music has declined since I was a kid. I think that tracing a clear lineage of decline is damn near impossible since the sheer volume and breadth of music has increased sharply in my nearly forty one years. Who's to say? Saying so would be more a statement about my perception than about the real state of music. I won't presume to tell you how things are because I know that my view of it is very myopic. I can tell you what I see and think of it, but with a big caveat: Musical objects in my mirror maybe be much larger than they appear.
In my experience, no amount of rationalizing, deconstructing or intellectualizing about music can ever be as satisfying as the feeling you get in your gut when music really speaks to you. That feeling is yours and you don't have to justify it to anyone. It is a non-transmitable experience, one that cannot be articulated through words. The number of people who enjoy a piece of music has absolutely no bearing on whether it is good or bad. The class, race or gender of those who enjoy it is utterly irrelevant.
These are divisive times. Such divisiveness has always informed politics and religion and so forth. I'd say that's quite enough without dragging music into the endless grind about what makes us so superior to one another. So forgive me if I pass on having a "this music is good, that music sucks" conversation. I don't have it in me. I don't consume music, I live it. And I can't bring myself to side with any particular camp that extolls the virtues of one musical form while demonizing another. I just can't do it.
As I get older, I find myself less and less tolerant about the niggling, petty twaddle that passes for discourse about the arts. Making any kind of art is a put-up-or-shut-up kind of deal. There are people in the world with the guts to put their stuff out there, and our opinion of what they do doesn't even come close to revealing who we are. But how we react to what they create certainly does.
Monday, June 21, 2010
You Are Here
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Corpus Alienum: How I Created Another Album By Accident
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Working Titles
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Fait Accompli
Just a quick update.
I went to my friend Steve's house today to listen to my mixes on his monitors. Mine aren't the greatest in the world and I needed to listen to what I have thus far in a more objective environment.
Listening to those mixes tells me that I'm fairly on target so far. I made only a few adjustments. But I would like to attempt to replace the drum tracks on two of the songs from last fall. Back then, I was still learning to use Logic and still getting my drum chops back together. Now I have a much better drum sound and the mics have not moved since I last recorded drums. I think I would be remiss if I didn't at least try. That will be my job this weekend.
I'm back on my "composition a day" schedule again, dreaming up and slapping down sketches of different types of tunes. I'll probably do that for two weeks and see what i've got. Hopefully, I'll find a few more songs to begin building basic tracks.
I don't want to psych myself out or anything, but I do have a tentative schedule. I'd like to be done with basic tracks by the end of May and complete all recording by July 4th. that's a pretty arbitrary date, but it feels right. I try not to think about it too much. My heart skipped beat the other day when i considered that once I complete the basic tracks, then I have to write and perform all the vocals. This is a lot of work! But I'm in too deep now. It's a fait accompli.
I'm game.